I rarely write.

I rarely write anything here. I should write more, it soothes my soul. Well, as I always say, change they way u see things and the things u see will change; easier said then done.

Actually I am having a good life here, easy job, easy people, nothing really hard. I'm just a little resistant to change and also going back to taipei did make me happy. But the sucky part about going back to taipei is i have to come back here without the ease of taipei!!

Wish things could be like taipei or when I just came here a year ago. All in all, I think I am better now but just a little melancholic. Wish I could be more water like and just go with the flow of things.

Lets look at the bright side now and find things that make me happy.
1. I got a mother that loves and supports me.
2 gf that also loves and supports me.
3. easy work, good pay.
4 I am respected here.
5. I have money to do whatever fuc i see fit to do.
6. I got a rent free place.
7. Girls think I am sexy...oh yea!
8. I got a great sexy body.
9. I'm fit!
10. I'm the sex superman!

OK thats enough of the good stuff, lets look at the murky negative stuff.
1. cant cook! urghh!!
2. no kitchen!
3. nothing much to eat around here but village food and canteen food!
4. have to wake up earlier!!! hate this hate this!!!
5. no gf here......is this a bad thing, really?

actually, it aint that bad!!
Its actually good, I just want to be an ass and look at the murky stuff.

Should be more positive.
Need to get back into the cosmic flow of things and start to meditate, really meditate not the shortcut, smoking hash! I'm not much of a druggy, I medicate with hash. Works sometimes but I think its best I try the natural way, workout,jackoff bump go out, sleep early.

In conclusion, I actually better off now, just need to find the silver lining on the cloud.

Thats all for now.
Until the next episode from the sex superman!!
Aurevoir buttnuts